Nothing to say

November 19, 2012 sweetpea2200
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I have not had much to say over the last few weeks, but God has been working in my life. I cannot feel God in my heart of hearts but I can see God working in my life. It is so amazing and I am totally and completely blessed. I have let go of my beloved and the hope of our family reuniting and forgiven him of all the hurt and pain he has caused me and our munchkins, made peace with his family (I am so excited and hopeful to see how my relationship and the munchkins’ relationship unfold with them. God, please, let me not overstep my place in my relationship with them as I figure out my relationships with them), I have received an amazing new church family, and my frozen heart of hatred, self-pity, anger, worthlessness, distrust, arrogance, etc has started to change. I do not look at people and wonder what they are trying to get out of me or what their angle is or how are they are using me, etc. I am sure the world did not suddenly get better, but God is changes my heart. Blessed be to God.

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  • 1. memyselfandkids  |  November 19, 2012 at 5:58 PM

    Good for you for getting to a better place in your life. Thank G-d.


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