New Class

June 2, 2013 sweetpea2200
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So, I have been skipping church over the last sixish weeks (Mother’s Day Weekend was actually spent with family), for two reasons: I was angry & lazy and second, I did not have a Sunday school teacher (it is still new church to me so I did not feel comfortable going to a different class). I did go last week because we have a wonderful new teacher and new faces and it was weird but nice. I felt like I could not say anything, and then I did I was so nerve. I assume that is how my speech class is going to go. too. Anyways, today, was the young adults barbecue, there were several new faces. I personally wanted to turn and run, because I am terrible with people especially new people who were invading my comfort zone. I did not run, but suck close to my munchkins, and it was actually a pretty good time and got to know a few of my Sunday School members. I was a little sad as several of them were married, but it was not the completely overwhelming sadness as then I was younger. I do miss the intimacy and security of marriage, but God being intimacy and secure in God is the ultimate. Lord, I would like someone: to share my daily life with long after my munchkins leave home, someone who making me want to be a better person, someone to share growing closer to You with, someone to have that intimacy with, someone I can help, someone to lead our family, someone to pray with, hold hands with, kiss goodnight, kiss good morning, and maybe even to have another baby with. But, Lord, I know that I do not have to worry
about it because if I follow You, You will full fill the desires of my heart in Your timing.

Delight yourself also in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart. (Psalms 37:4 NKJV)


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