Closing a chapter

In a previous post, I said that my Beloved would remain my Beloved then noted in this blog, however, one of my New Years goals was to let go of the past, present and future with him. During are up and down, on and off again relationship over the seven years, I have allowed my heart to grow cold, untrusting, and just assuming the worst, and this year has been about healing my heart and help guide my munchkins in healing their hearts. Yesterday morning, then he called, I was still short and my temper was quick to fare, and all I could think about was God, please, help me not be so angry and show him You. I do not know how successful I was, but then I hung up I realized he had crossed from being my Beloved to the ex. It was a freeing experience, and I could only smile. I have closed the door to this chapter of my life. I do not know what the future holds for our relationship, but I know that God is going to be walking the path with me.

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